Joan, Kim and Mimi helped alleviate my fears. They sowed the seeds of euphoria to come. It was not so much their state of mind, as beset by the symptoms of national decay as my own, but their ability to satirize the superpatriots, who were in all likelihood our common foe-men. Each of them possessed an accomplished actress’s ear for the commonplace, an ability to affect manner and inflection, which rendered the objective source ridiculous. Going out to dinner became less a method of satisfying hunger than an opportunity for the public assumption of middle-class roles. To ease our mortal anxiety over atrocities in Birmingham, Strontium 90 in baby teeth, Barry Goldwater’s photoelectric flagpole (Stars and Stripes triggered by the light of a rising Arizona sun), we could not put aside the vaguely hysterical need to change personality gears. Joan became Lois Faceless, wife and mother; Kim became Harriet Paralysis, cafeteria hostess; Mimi was Midge Motionless, Parcheesi queen of Kansas City; I was Fred Hodaddy, amateur golf champion; and so on.
The Grateful Deadby Harrison, Hank - page 70 - 71
The Grateful Deadby Harrison, Hank - page 70 - 71